Dear friend, the more important question you need to be considering is ,"What are the chances of ending up in terrible long suffering in HELL,if someone kills theirself ? " And many Theologians will tell you that the chances are pretty high that hell would be your destination. That alone ought to be plenty of good reason to cancel thoughts of suicide friend. Many things in life are reversible and changing,and oscillating between happy times and depressed times ;but in hell its ALWAYS BAD, never happy, unreversible,and always horrible. Its hard to explain this to you younger people,but us older ones look back at many times in our life that we went through a temporary depression, or bad times or negative frame of mind----and guess what, things got better, we got out of the valleys, we had super happy and precious moments and times that occasionally overshadowed and put out of memory the bad negative times. Stick around and you will be truly amazed at life friend. LOL AND PEACE